And when you're way up...

- i want to write something - something about something - about everything and anything - something easy - for a change - something true - for a change - something good - to excel - something real - to feel - something off - to turn me on - something sexy - to bring me up - something hot - to make me sweat - something fresh - to make me breathe - something sharp - to make me bleed - something misterious - to make me dream - i want - i want something - i want everything - and that is nothing - because - everything is nothing - an enourmous nothing - that proves to be everything - the big picture - the whole one - not the one we see - but the one that is beyond - beyond the dirt - beyond the flesh - beyond the blood - beyond the pain - beyond death - beyond misery - beyond destruction - after all - after hate - after fear - after chaos - in anarchy - in arms - beneath - we are all so beneath - useless - careless - reckless - dying - mourning - laughing - for fears that are not ours - for all of the stupid thing - all the ones we once took as - important - though they were not - amazing - though they were not - everything- though they were nothing - souless emotion - bodyless strength - contradiction - lost - flew - gone - all the way up - far up - long disappeared - in darkness - in memory - into deep - into death - and then - it moves - as it crawls - as it begs - as we destroy - dismatle with a single strike - without mercy - without care - a single word to share - here and there - then and now - this is how - this is when - and this is who - this is it - this is unreal - this is gone - this is nothing - in the end - it is all -